Change is in the Air

So I have been working hard to accomplish many things, but sometimes it feels that its so much that goes on in my life I don't have time to be organized or don't know whats most important to do first. I am focused on bettering myself in many ways beginning with my mental state.

 I feel That I have been consumed with a great amount of hatred towards people and their ignorant brains. The stupidity of mankind has truly gotten to the point where I have absolutely no regard for what happens to people and their pathetic selves. So I am trying to accept the fact that I live in a world of pure asinine humans which cannot help themselves because they don't know any better to actually live an honorable life.

Secondly, I am trying to work on my designs more. It seems as if my creativity is the only form of escape that I have to tolerate the horrific blackness that is this world. If I can bring a little beauty back then perhaps people will start to feel better and more happy and confident with themselves, and that would be great because it would make the world a little bit more colorful and joyous.

Third, I really want to get licensed as an Esthetician soon and get a better job. One that pays more, that makes a positive difference in people's lives. One where I am respected and people actually appreciate my work. I think I chose a pretty cool thing to do, I can help people look and feel better too and that is awesome!

Well, there are just many projects and ideas that I am working on. Hopefully soon I will start posting DIY projects and How To's on here, This is my personal little space of Artistic Freedom. So Stay tuned and pure awesomeness will follow! ^_^

Flower

Petal from a Flower, so bright and vivid you grow so beautifully in an unfortunate world of Death.

To bring wonders, you come and wither to dust.

For the World you bring smiles and clarity to superficial love.

How unfair to be The Flower. Full of beauty you waste away.

So mysterious you glow with the light of the Moon, with such beauty for one purpose to Die.

You illuminate many gardens which scream of Deadly Secrets.

In Elegance you Dance as the Dandelion dissolves away in Sadness.

Distressed Flower, in adversity you stretch your roots, you Dream, you Hope, you Inspire.

Dreaming that one day you’ll be Free from your chained purpose of Death.

In Hopes that somehow the Earth will continue on forever.

Inspiring the Universe in which you flourish.

As you secretly cry, precious Flower, You still continue to grow; your courage and endless beauty will stay with the World forever when you're gone.